Attika Stahl and Jade Carrucan,

you are both truly amazing. I love you oh so dearly, you both mean a heck of a lot to me.  I know things havent exactly been the best between us lately, and that i havent really being hanging out with you as much. But i do still love you and you will always be two of my closest friends.  Love you both millions and billions.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to let us down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once. You will break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke yours. You will fight with your best friend and maybe even fall in love with them. You will blame a new love for the things an old did. You will cry because time is passing too fast and you will eventually lose someone close to you. So take to many pictures, laugh to much and love like you’ve never been hurt. Every sixty seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you will never get back.

I am so glad your still a part of my life, i honestly dont know what i would do with out you.  At first things were hard and i didnt want anything to do with you, but now that ive let you in again, your one of my best friends. You always seem to know when something is wrong and how to cheer me up again. Thanks for waking me up, and always being here for me. Bestieism  :)

Summer

all a girl needs is sunshine, a hammock and a guy to wait on her hand and foot. . .

. . . im still waiting on the last two, but at least for now i have claire and her hammock.

shoe box of memories

The best thing about a photo is that it never changes, even when the people in it do.



Everybody changes, not always at the same time or in the same way.

Same change for good, others for bad.

Dont be afraid to change yourself or if others around you are changing.

Just remember to stay true to yourself and accept things the way they turn out.

Forever song. . .

We sleep together,
While all around us,
People kill each other where they lie.
They lie together,
Till they find someone better,
Try to negotiate that slow demise.

But I just can't credit,
That type of effort for a,
Piece of nothing on the edge of a knife.
Slices you so thin,
You dry like sheets in the wind,
Hold a candle behind through you see the light.

I want the song I can sing forever,
I don't care for structure,
Just to know it's mine.
I'd hate to see,
This thing we've developed,
Become your burden or my waste of time.
(My waste of time)

The afternoon can bring with it shallow moods,
But I'd jump a harbour wall to clear your mind.
I quarter the years,
You drop the sails till we're clear,
I'll look for reefs,
You map the stars in the night.

And history tells us of worlds we'll know nothing of,
Then retrospect becomes a shackle tight,
On the ankles of us,
Oh, in the future we trust,
We cross our fingers like some kids telling lies.

I want the song I can sing forever,
I don't care for structure,
Just to know it's mine.
I'd hate to see,
This thing we've developed,
Become your burden or my waste of time.

I wanna know that I know what I'm talking about.
Until I do,
All the walls seem white.
But when I'm sure that I know what I'm talking about,
I'll take your burden if you say it's mine.

Josh Pyke, i love you!

Payback bitch

CLAIRE DAVIE  What can i say, i love you more than you could ever imagine.  You stood by me when others didnt and never judge me for who i am, a weird retarted little shit. Im sorry for worrying you all the time, spitting cordial on you and doing embarrasing little things at the dinner table. I hope you know, you mean the world to me, i wouldnt be the person i am today if it wasnt for you.  I want you to know that i will always be here for you like you have been for me.

Eye love you, cool active dinosaur xxx

fairy bread

i miss being a kid, i miss the simple days where the biggest drama in my life was when i couldnt find my favourite teddy or my favourite coloured pencil went blunt.  Everything was so easy back then, i used to build cubbies with my brothers out of chairs and blankets. We would spend all day in there not having a care in the world.  I wish i could do that again, ive tried it by myself but its not the same as it was with them. Now i my brothers have grown up, they no longer enjoy just having fun and acting silly, instead they are throwing their lives away doing all sorts of stupid dangerous things like drugs and alcohol.  I wish i could tell them how i feel, but why would they listen or care. Im just their little sister. Josh and i spend a lot of time together still, we go up into his room and watch disney movies.  I love it, its one of my favourite parts of the day.  I feel like a little kid again, watching my favourite classics with my brother. For a couple of hours i forget about everything else, and instead think about whoever made the lion kind is a genious. I worrie about my brothers alot, i just hope they realise what they are doing is stupid before its too late.