Let your heart guide you. It whispers, so listen closely. - The Land Before Time

I need you, i want you, i even think i love you, but the thing is..  i cant have you.

All i really want is for you to be happy, i just wish i was the one who made you feel that way.

Some people reffer to me as a bit of a FREAK.  I may not be 'normal' and i guess you could call me one of the 'gay' kids. But i am who i am, dont try change me. Just accept who i really am.

Boy, when did everyone get so judgemental. Why cant everyone just accept people for who they are. So what if people arent exactly the same as you. If they were life would be boring. But please, dont make people feel like they arent good enough. Because deep down it really hurts them. Just accept everyone how they really are. They are probably an amazing person if you just give them the chance to be their own.

This photo brings tears to my eyes, sort of like the ones in hers. But instead i feel hurt because she, and many other people are going through great pain that i cant help. Its photos like this one that makes you realise how lucky we really have it. Every three and a half seconds someone dies from hunger and other poverty related things. Every fucking three and a half seconds. That's not long, not long at all. While these people are dieing and starving we are throwing out leftover food because we have too much, where as they have to little. Its not fair, not one tiny bit. I just wish there was more i could do. . .

      Music is my life;

"Don't frown. You never know if someone is falling in love with your smile."

I think about this quote a lot, but for some reason im having trouble following it. I might try tell myself and others that im okay and really theres nothing wrong. But im finally saying there is. I dont know what im feeling, or why im feeling it. But what i do know is im just simply not happy. Im trying my hardest to put on a brave face and carry on like nothings wrong. The truth is, im tired. Tired of waking up every morning and seeing the same thing in the mirror; a sad, unconfident, lonely teenager. Im confused about everything and evryone, i just dont know what to do anymore.