i thought i still missed you, i thought i needed you back. Then it came across me, its not you that i miss. Its what we had, i miss having someone to tell everything to and someone i could just cuddle up with. I miss the feeling of being loved, and how every night before bed you would tell me I'm beautiful and special and that you love me. You will never understand how much you truly hurt me, but i thank you for it. If i hadn't gone through that hurt i wouldn't be who i am today and i wouldn't have realised whats really important and who really matters.
